oh hey there control

well, tis the next couple of months where i do programs with all the grades at school...i find that i get quite anxious about it. sometimes this stuff consumes me and i have a hard time having fun. sadly, not having fun turns into bad days teaching at school and i definitely notice a difference even in my students. so i am praying to get rid of my control of this. i need to let go of my control to be perfect. i need to surrendor all of this so that my students can have the best experience that they can get. i know that God put me in this school for a reason...i just need to trust Him that it will turn out great.

sometimes, friends, i really wish i wasn't such a control freak. :)