what's been going on?

a friend, who i haven't talked to in over a week, asked me what's been going on in my life. my answer was i have no idea. but then i thought about it again and came up with this. i've been living through the routine and have basically smiled and nodded through a lot of stuff. I keep learning more about myself like the fact that i am an extremely verbal processor of everything. seriously, everything. i don't process well unless i talk about it. so i think it's hard to figure out the balance of talking and not talking. and it was hard on me maybe a week ago when i couldn't find that balance. i do not do well if i am alone all the time or feel lonely. i recharge around a lot of people and come alive more fully. but if i am constantly around people and doing a million things i start to get into a place of complacency. and i don't like smiling and nodding through life. so i'm figuring out a lot about who i am through this. how do i balance things? am i just going through life too fast without stopping to appreciate what's right in front of me? i bet i could come up with some crazy song lyrics for this stage i am living in, hahahahaha...now that would be a treat for everyone. :)